220,898,664 Seconds.3,679,200 Minutes.61,320 Hours.2,556 Days.364 Weeks.84 Months.7 Years. IT’S REASSURING YOU KEEP COMING AROUNDIT’S TOUGH TO FIND GOOD COMPANYREOCCURRING, DAYS BLURRINGI’M STILL LEARNING WHAT THIS ISWHAT THIS ISWHAT THIS ISWHAT THIS ISJUST KEEP ME COMPANY Walk the layout, routines in the nightSome doors have “Stay Out” spray-painted in whiteWhile all the world’s asleep, I walk around insteadThrough the memories, down the…

189,341,556 Seconds.3,155,693 Minutes.52,595 Hours.2,191 Days.313 Weeks.72 Months.6 Years. MEMORIES BRING BACKMEMORIES BRING BACKYOU Here’s to the ones that we gotCheers to the wish you were here, but you’re not‘Cause the drinks bring back all the memoriesOf everything we’ve been throughToast to the ones here todayToast to the ones that we lost on the way‘Cause the drinks bring back all the memoriesAnd…

1,576,680,000 Seconds.2,629,800 Minutes.43,800 Hours.1,825 Days.260 Weeks.60 Months.5 Years. NOW I’M INHIGH WATERWITHOUT YOUWITHOUT YOU I wasn’t the strong one ’til we were falling apartI promised I’d hold you when everything went darkBut god, it’s so dark out still feel you in my bedI wish I could hold you but I’m holding my breath instead I hate that I lost you when…

94,608,000 Seconds.1,576,800 Minutes.26,280 Hours.1095 Days.156 Weeks.36 Months.3 Years. EVERY MINUTE AND EVERY HOURI MISS YOU, I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU MORE Watching through my fingers, watching through my fingersShut my eyes and count to tenIt goes in one ear out the other, one ear out the otherBurning bright right till the endNow you’ll be missing from the photographs, missing…

Written by Alexis Oliasami I know I haven’t been perfect but give it some time cause not a single day goes by where you don’t cross my mind Losing you did a number on me. I don’t know what number that is, probably well past infinite, and there are days when that number gets lower and I get a small…

Lisa was always running from something. Running in any direction that might provide an escape. Running straight towards people that would hurt her. Maybe her anxiety made her believe that was all she deserved. My parents and I tried to to stop her from running. We begged her to slow down, to see her worth. But, anxiety keeps you moving,…

Music is one of the main reasons I am still here after July 15, 2017. I have made my own interpretations of as many songs as possible to go along with the loss of my sister. This has been my prescription for survival. With more abstract lyrics I sometimes wonder how close my interpretation is to what the artist was…

 I’m writing to ask you Did you achieve all you wanted to do?Before we were dragged upSomething was different and nothing was newHow did you see me?We didn’t know what we wanted to beWhen did we move on?I didn’t feel it, nobody told meTime to killWas always an illusionTime stood stillAnd now we never will Never willWe wrote our…

While Lisa may not have loved my N’Sync fan girl days we always shared a love for music. Once I reached high school and developed a more mature taste in music we loved the same bands and songs. Not only did we love the same music from that point forward but we also loved lyrics. Music and lyrics have offered…